There is Happiness

 The worst part about feeling numb is that it cuts you off from all the good feelings too. You cannot feel love, happiness, or anything that makes life worthwhile. You just don't feel anything. Going numb is our brain's way of protecting us from the pain, but in doing so, it hides us from the amazing things we are capable of feeling. 

It makes me think about how people who are afraid of getting hurt hide themselves from the world, and from love, and in doing so, they miss out on the most important part of life, happiness. Happiness doesn't and cannot exist without sadness and pain. Nothing can exist without its exact opposite also existing. You cannot experience just one thing without knowing what exists on the other end of the spectrum. If you are happy all the time without ever getting sad, that happiness loses its meaning and value. 

Everything is balanced by an opposite, which is equal in its intensity. I'm sure feeling numb also has something completely opposite of it, which I can't figure out right now.

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